Sunday, January 12, 2020

The Light Within

Restored

This work feels very fulfilling to me each time I view it

Had an idea. Experience. Source material. Executed. It worked. Truth.

What I have never done before 2018 & 2019 I have done today. I have pulled together all my resources and created something new I had in me all along.

What hit me the most is that the experience felt restorative, that what was, can and does change, and that I am the change as I learn and grow.

Not only do I not need to be afraid of how it was, I am able to pull together the pieces of my previous life to tell my story today. It is most important that I understand that.

I viscerally had the experience of that process with the LIGHTHOUSE mixed media piece I completed today. 

I am that lighthouse.
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Wednesday, January 8, 2020

Ongoing issue

Fussy / non fussy


Fussy

Non-fussy!

Fussy

Non-fussy!

Fussy

Non-fussy!

Painted two at the same time


These direct watercolor sketches are from the third of three, three hour sessions: long poses = 40 minutes (3x20m)
New Years Eve Figure Drawing Marathon.

While others in the room are finally getting the satisfaction of 40 min poses, I’m tortured. I give it a go, and want to drop my head on the drawing board. I try as long as I can, then decide to pull out a new sheet of paper, and wah la! 

It can be argued that drawing the long pose leads to the satisfaction and results of the quick sketch. So, for the last sketch I placed two sheets of paper on my board and worked both together. 

I wet the first watercolor paper and did a quick wash. Proceeded to the second sheet and worked direct till the first sheet dried a little, and added a few more strokes. 

It’s not scientific, even thought it is an experiment I may reproduce if I’m stuck with poses that drag on to 3 x 20 mins. 

Conclusion: I am a fast draw.